There is a lot of ugliness, inhumaneness and cruelty in the world as it is, please do not add to mine. "It wears me out" (you should all know where that is from), there are no heroes, no villains here. Just one life and there are people out there waiting to pick mean fights with others for no apparent reason, over a lousy innocuous little comment. I am worn down, worn thin, let down and disappointed - at all of it - mostly for the lack of human spirit.

I am also disappointed at myself. I know better. I should know better. I know and "understand", yes, understand that this is all nothing but a competition for energy, and I still succumbed to it. (people who have read the Celestine Prophecy will know what I mean). And I, like an idiot, went right ahead and let my energy be drawn into the whole ugliness. Anyway, my apologies to Maddie, maybe I expected too much. "there's a li'l bit something of me in everything in you..."

I won't delete this blog, this is however my last post. Thank you and I hope you had a nice flight.

If I do start writing again (which I doubt), you will all get letters in the mail informing you of my new address, else feel free to drop by occasionally here on the tag and say a little hello - a hello never hurt, even a "paranoid android" like me can respond in good humor to a hello.